Sorry for Being Gone

So I know that it's been three months since I was on and I'm sorry about that. Things have just been insane and counterproductive. A lot of things have happened and one of them is that I'm still continuing to read The Druid Primer. I did a meditation where you envision a small tree in your coupled hands and letting it grow, letting it become apart of you. I found that to be very exciting and fascinating.

Had some fear during the last couple of months that I've been gone. My brother got sick and we were all worried that he had that dreaded flu that has killed people. Especially children! Then a week ago we were hit with that really bad snowstorm. For those people out there that live in those areas I hope that everyone is safe. I've been reading more about my Irish heritage and trying to get my hands on some good books.

Another problem that I've noticed over the last couple of months, especially if your into Celtic books is the lack of them. Up in MA there were tons of books on Celtic mythology and so forth, but not down here. You have better luck getting a book on the Civil War than anything Celtic. I think it has a lot to do with the fact that more people are interested in the Civil War than about the Irish. The statue of the Irish Sea god was stolen, which really burned me up.

Their saying that it was motivated by religion, and I believe that. People hate the fact that there are other people that worship the gods, no matter what part of the world their doing the worshiping at. I've also decided to check out about my spending habits. I love to spend money, what woman doesn't, but I'm finding that the money that I'm spending is really interfering with my practice, my spiritual path. I'm so worried about having what I need to honor the gods that I ignore that money isn't everything in this world.

I've decided to stop spending so much money and just focus on the religious aspect, the devotional part, of my spirituality. I believe that makes much more sense then spending a ton of money for things that I will not use a lot of. On health side of things I'm working on losing the weight and getting rid of the soda and other things that aren't healthy. My mother's blood pressure was up, meaning that she's doing things to cause it to happen. And I blame a website for this, as she spends hours on it and then getting all upset by what she reads.

I told her that if it's going to cause her blood pressure to go up, then she shouldn't read it or think about it. No one knows everything that one person is doing and I really hate it when people think that others know every aspect of what's going on in someone's life. Well that's the update about what I've been doing while I've been gone and I thank everyone for reading.